I Love U

You told me you loved me. Yes, I love you too.

You held up my hand, and said to me,

'You are my future, and I will be yours.

I will take care of you forever.

I won't let your hands off mine.

I am going to stick with you like a gum for my whole life.'

It's not meant to be a commitment,

you said you couldn't promise me on that,

because nobody was going to know what would be happening in the future,

our future.

You said you loved me with your life,

yes darling, I do know that.

You were always so good to me, cared for me, and spoiled me.

I couldn't imagine how the world would be without your existance.

If you ask me now, whether if I would sacrifice for you,

I will say,

Yes, I do.

We were always happy being together.

At least, this was how I felt.

Or have I mistaken it?

You were having lots of problems.

And you did not tell me about them.

You still smile with me.

You joke with me.

And laugh with me.

You look so happy to me.

You hold my hand quietly, I sit by your side, with my eyes closed.

How I wish I did not see your redden, wet eyes.

How I wish I did not hear your nose sniffing.

'What's wrong? Anything happened?'

'Nothing.'

............

You smiled happily infront of me,

and were being in pain behind my back.

I could see how tired you are from your eyes,

but you still wanted to stay with me.

You might be having your tears rolling down your cheeks right now,

and I will never know about it.

How I wish you can share your problems with me.

How I wish to be by your side right now.

How I wish you know I do love you a lot.

My love for you is this much :)

Just be happy,

LOVESSS

:)

Randomly

Today is Thursday. Today's date is 29th July 2010. July is gonna end. August is arriving soon. I don't want to welcome August. August means Trial Exam. October means Final Exam. I'm afraid I would not live any longer. Maybe I would just go die. Urgh, emo emo comes again. Biology test tomorrow, who cares? Chemistry is super hard now. Physics with its crazy formulas. Forget about Maths and Thinking Skills. Curse Thinking Skills. Why does a college student's life has to be so hard? Cheeying, just stop complaining right now, useless.

Biology practical today. Observing trachea with its tissues, alveoli, artery and vein vessel walls.

This is the ciliated epithelial cells lining along the trachea.
Our trachea is hairy. eww, lol.

Look at my super scary big eye! With super big dark eyebag!
And my point is, this thing is called hand lens. wow.
Hand Lens. Magnifying glass is so commoners.
lol so lame.

My Day 7/25

I am finally 18!!!! Honestly I am very happy and a little bit sad. I am very happy that I am finally eighteen! But at the same time, I AM AGING!!!! Time flies really fast! I still can remember my look when I was in primary. Childish, innocent and carefree. How I miss my childhood.

Its okay! Human like me grow. And I know I can't turn back like last time. But I can make my childhood a special memory and I will bring it to to my grave till the very end in my life. Very soon I will reach to the end of my adolescent stage. So, three years more left before I officially turn into 21, I have to enjoy these last three years to the fullest!!!!!

Okay, straight to the point now. My college friends are sooooo friendly!!!!!! They really touched me!! *tears* They knew my birthday was near and bring me out to celebrate. We went to Sunway Pyramid and bought a cake in the Bread Story. My college friends decorated the cake and we eat!! No lies. A very delicious cake! They are just so nice and kind and friendly and helpful and nice and friendly, aren't they? :)

This is the cake they decorated. Full of signatures. lol.

Thanks you all :) love you all!

My birthday fell on Sunday, family day, a perfect day for me to go out with my family to celebrate. But my parents were outstation on that day! So I decided to celebrate my birthday with my gang, my old friends. My best friends drove me to KL. We watched a movie, a very bad movie, thanks to ChunShin, and my bestest friend, Ren bought me cupcakes. And without James and Leng, that day wouldn't be any better. Love them lots!

Delicious!

Wahahah, I am so 18!!!

I enjoyed my birthday this year :)
and oh yea, Vivianne, you still owe me one celebration!!!! :(

Lavender

OMG I think I've just met the most handsome+hot+cute+lovely guy in my dull+boring life as far as I can remember!!!! Sorry, but I am very excited about it!!

*SCREAMING TO THE TOP OF MY LUNGS*

I found him when I was watching a very old taiwanese drama today. Well, it wasn't me who started to watch it, it was my sister, that crazy girl. That taiwanese drama is Lavender, 薫依草. It was a super duper old drama. I remember the first time I watched it. I was only 10 or 11 (in Year 2003). And now, I watched it back. And I found him.

I'm not sure what is his real name. He's casting for the younger version of the main male character. From the drama, I can see that he was only in the age of 11 to 13, in the year of 2003 (I think). Seriously, go look for the drama and watch the first episode!!!!!!! Because he is there only in the first episode, well, he is just the younger version of the real main male character after all. But just the only episode, the only episode has already given me a very deep impression of him. I've never seen such a lovely boy before. How can I not know or notice about it when I watched this drama in seven years ago?!?!?!?!?! It's such a sin.

And now, I met him. I tried to find who is he or what's his name, but I found non of these important infomation!!!!!! I am so sad!!!!!! HE IS SOOOOOOO LOOOOOVELY!!!!!!! I bet he is very very very very very very very very very very very very very (x1o to the power of infinity) handsome right now. OMG I think I am IN LOVE.

OMG, just look at him once I will fall in love once again. No kidding.

Okay, I did not capture his smile nicely for this picture. But it's okay, he is still LOVELY!!

May I know who are you exactly?? Please tell me..!!

Anyway, I took these pictures of him when I was watching the drama at YouTube. The video quality wasn't very good, with such low resolution. I feel so not satisfied. I want to find more about him!!! But there is NOTHING!!!! or I am not pro enough in researching? Maybe.

In the drama, he is very protective to the girl(the younger version of the female main character) he likes, who always got bullied by some bitches. And then, the most lovely part is they made thier own promise to meet back again when they turn 20 as he had to migrate to another country. SO SAD!! Then the story just moves on to when they turned 20 and so on.

The conclusion of me crapping so much here is, HE IS SOOOOO HANDSOME!!!!!! and I think I am IN LOVE with him!!!!!! *SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS AGAIN*

:)

Random

Since my blog looks so dull and boring, so I just randomly upload some pictures to make it look more, erm, lively and interesting? lol, I doubt that.

Peace* :)


This reminds me of her. I wish she can always smile with me everyday. Like this :)


This reminds me of him. Although he looks so much uglier than this :P

This reminds me of them. We are always united and happy and peaceful and cute. lol.

love*

Chemistry!

Semester exam is finally here! And today's paper is Chemistry 1&2. No need to ask, I did it really badly. My yesterday's plan was not to sleep for the whole night and go for the paper in the next morning, then come back home to sleep like hell. And I failed to follow the plan. I went to sleep really early yesterday night. Both my eyes and brain couldn't bear any longer, I was so tired! Wanted to wake up early and continue my chemistry study, but I couldn't leave my comfortable bed even for just a second. So, I screwed up my chemistry paper today. I wonder if I can pass. Anyway, I feel so relieved and relax now! Chemistry finally is OVER!! As if the examination is already over, lol.
Tomorrow's papers are Mathematics and Physics. Calculating and calculating. Formulas and formulas. More and more numbers. It is so lucky that calculator is invented.
Biology paper is on Friday. Good.
And then, EXAM WILL BE OVER!!!!! Followed up by HOLIDAYSSSS!!!!! oh man, I wish to be a student for ever.

Okay cheeying, go study now.
But but but... I am so tired. I want online first.
No buts! GO NOW.
-.- FINE. I hate you.
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Newton's First Law
Every body continues in its state of rest or uniform motion in a straight line unless a net external force acts on it to change that state.

Newton's Second Law

The rate of change of momentum of a body is directly prportional to the net force acting on it and takes place in the direction of the force. F=ma

Newton's Third Law
When two bodies interact, they exert equal and opposite forces on one another.

What is weight?
-Weight is a type of force due to gravitational field on a mass.

The Principle of Conversation Of Momentum
The total momentum of a system is constant(closed system), provided no external resultant force acts on it.
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Gosh, Issac Newton is such a great man, with such great brain and creativity. I love Physics.
I don't care okay. I hate Physics. I just want holiday now!!!

Issac Newton

A Level Semester Exam

OMG the semester exam is here already!! So fast~!! Still left about one month, shoot.
I don't know what is happening to me in these few weeks, I have been very emo, moody, lazy, and not interested in doing anything. This is seriously serious. I can't find any motivation at all. I can't believe this is happening to me. What is wrong with me??? Where is the old, confident, high-spirited, easily-impressed and happy chee ying gone to?? Oh nooooo... I cannot be like this anymore. I need to find myself back. I need to find my motivation back. I need to manage my time well. I need to start planning my future life already. No more staying at the same spot or looking backwards.

Time waits for no man!!!

Okay time to get back to work!!!

No more watching TV!!!

No more facebooking!!!

No more The Sims 3!!!

No more anything!!!

Just do homework and revision now!!!

okay okay, I will go now :(
okay bye :)

12 First Times :)

In this year 2010, I'd experienced a lot of first times.

1. First part-time job
2. First time driving
3. First time studying in a college
4. First laptop
5. First new phone of my own (soon)
6. First time in a class which females dominate males
7. First time doing experiments by my own :D
8. First relationship
9. First time finding the real importance of my family, and found myself love them more than anything.
10. First time weighing 50kg (tears*)
11. First time knowing that I suck at everything, lol.
12. First successful 6Rose 2004 reunion

I know that these first times are not something special, but it actually tells out what have been happening around me this year and is worth to be written down :)

Okay, this is really meaningless. LOL.

Age 18, 2010!

It's Year 2010 now! And is already in the month of April. New year always must have a new resolution! My new resolutions this year are:

1. Do well in my new college.

2. Get myself more girlfriends!

3. Get a P License and DRIVE!!

After working in Pizza Hut for two and a half month, finally I quit and went to find myself a suitable college to pursue my tertiary study. Decided to get into pre-university course, which is A Level, so finally i had made my mind to get into Taylors College in Subang Jaya. It is not bad, the class i got into is PM16! The subjects i'm taking are Biology, Chemistry, Physics, and Pure Mathematics. PM16 is not bad too, more girls are there, which already fulfilled my wish :)
Anyway, I don't know if i can do well in my A Level, cause the maths is getting more and more complicated, Bio has got a lot of new and hard and unfamiliar terms, Chemistry teacher is quite boring, don't know what she is teaching about, Physics is always involved with a lot if complicated calculations which i can't figure out well. OH HEAVEN!!! HELP ME PLEASE!!! It's just the first week of my college, and I'm already in confusion state!!

Oh yea, I failed my first driving test, FAILED. I failed in both road and the slope. I FAILED IN EVERYTHING. So i was just so sad that i don't feel like driving anymore in the rest of my life. Cause my college is already started, so i guess i have to postpone the second test to the semester holiday which falls on June.

My new A Level class is like so scary, there is a guy, dunno named what, got 10A+ and the rest are As. I think he took 13 subjects. And another guy, also dunno named what again, got 9A+ out of 9 subjects. And most of my classmates scored straight As, of course, excluding me. I can only manage to score 9As, with only 3A+. I know i suck. Anyway, I will be very very very glad and happy if i can manage to pass my semester exam in this June. God, I'm asking for PASS, and no more than that, so please bless me!! Thank God!

Homework:
1. Bio presentation
2. Maths exercises (damn lot, shit)